Crystal

Oh Crystal.  What the hell happened?  So much drama is going on now with the kids.  I just hope they are happy and healthy.  I worry so much about them now.  I feel like I failed you some how.  I wish we were talking.  Maybe then I would feel better about everything.  I just dont know what to think about it all.  All I know is you and my mom are together again.  Aunt Jean says your mom tried.  I dont believe it.  She didnt care what you did.  She let you do anything you wanted and never said no.  She never put her foot down.  I remember my mom going to get you from a party because your mom wouldnt.  She didnt care that you were pregnant with Brittany at a party.  My mom did.  My mom was there for you.  When everyone turned their backs on you my mom was there over and over again.