Mom

I hate that you died and left me here.  I hate that you arent here anymore for me to call and talk to.  I feel like I have no one to talk to about things right now.  I can call Aunt Jean, but she has her own problems that I dont want to pour more on her.  I just want to be happy and stay happy. I miss you more and more every day.  I want to call you and tell you how you were right about Beth.  That she really isnt my friend.  Took me awhile to figure it out.  I want to call you and bitch about Ryan being an asshole.  Most of all I just want to hear your voice again.