I decided to start this for myself mostly. To see what kind of growth I can make within myself in the next year. I have high hopes for this year. I am going to work harder to be a better wife, mom, and person all around. I know everyone has resolutions and mostly they get broken. I dont make resolutions. I set goals. Last year my goal was to quit smoking. July 17, 2010 I thought I smoked my last cigarette. August 4 we got the devistating news that Kevin was killed. I smoked for a week while dealing with everything. Since then I have not smoked. I feel pretty good about that. My weight on the other hand has gotten a little on the high side. I know it has. I am realistic when it comes to myself and my body. This year my goal is to work towards being a size 11 again. I want to be healthier for my kids and Ryan. I would also like to become more organized. My house needs it, my kids need it, mostly I need it. I think a lot of my mood swings come from me not being organized. It will help my kids as well. I am going to work on yelling as well. I know I yell a lot. Sometimes I cant help it. It just happens. Something in me snaps and I lose it. Maybe with this it will help me with my anger issues.
I have always wanted to start a journal or blog, but afraid of what others would say about what I write. Well you know what, I dont care. This isnt for everyone to read or judge. This is for me to become a better person. With that said. I look forward to this year. I hope to have many highs, and little lows. Make lots of memories for in the end thats all you have.
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